Here Without You

Fri, 19 May 2006 20:54:59 GMT

Yeah Lets see I am now currently doing alot of things in my time, less then a month away from graduation i know have 2 jobs an i got my LICENSE hahaha plus a new truck for graduation but don't know what type yet.... I'm also in a new band that we started up with me on lead vocals an yeah it will be fun working on some songs an what not...still lookin for that right girl but haven't seen her yet, tonite will be fun i get the night off work so we're going to do lazer tag then movies like 3 of them lol so yeah just updating tellin ppl i'm not dead an shit so yeah...

Fri, 19 May 2006 20:50:50 GMT

Yeah Spring Break was awsome everything was great an it was great hanging with all my friends,an partyin alot too. I am coming back for prom but i'm working on a date it was accually harder then u think it was lol...but in order to fun this new trip i'm working my ass off working the whole damn week but the money will be a great thing to get so i can spend the whole night with all my friends in cali. gonna give a shout out to Amber for her B-day tomorrow an one for Jo Jo, an for everyone who hanged with me on the trip it really was a great thing to do it got my head back on straight. .....Desteny dosen't await Joe, Joe awaits desteny.... I know shes not perfect but she tries so hard for me and i thank god that she isnt cause how boring would that be!! its the little imperfections its the sudden change in plans, when she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin hands!! yea i live for little moments like that!! When shes layin on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark at about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm and i want to bad to move it, cause its tinglin and its numb!! she looks so much like an angel, that i dont wanna wake her up!! yea i live for little moments when she steals my heart again and doesnt even know it!! Yea i live for little moments like that!!!

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 05:47:59 GMT

pretty much new job an i'm loving it, goign to chicago next weekend for 4 days then to cali 3 days after that for a week soi there will be much partyin that week so can't wait for the next 2 weeks

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 16:50:49 GMT

All i have to say about last night.....3rd Base.....rounding third base and headin home....

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:41:46 GMT

Tonite will be awsomne chuckie cheese for my friends b-day then back tio his house where the true party will begin, also i'm going with my friend kristina so hope it will be awsome call me tonight if u want to talk

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 01:22:19 GMT

Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Basically describes a shit load of stuff about me and ppl over here and over on tyhe westside

*RIP*Joey 02-06? only time will tell

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 01:08:07 GMT

I got a letter from CSF and they said that I was being strongly consider for acceptance....so if I can pull it off I will be backin CALI permentantly for the next 4 years!!!!, Yeah one more day of finals then a 4 day weekend YES...So I will be looking forward to the up coming events in my life which are:

Band festivil.Band trip 2 Chicago, Jazz trip to NYC, Band Trip to Indy, and a Marching Band thingy in downtowbn DC, and a Cali trip... all these things happen in the next 2 months, so i'm freaking excited!!!

And heres another note... I will try everything to get a trip to Cali for spring break,and it is the SAME week as Aliso.So whats the down low is if I come Me,Justin,Nathan,&Monica(well only justin is in so far) will try to get a party/get together the first nite i'm there at like some big place so that i can see like everyone at once and so i can say I saw everyone on the trip lol... So keep hoping that i can come out i'll try everythign I promise

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 01:45:45 GMT

Yeah i just wanted 2 start fresh or well i'm going to use this journal for very personal things like more of the inside things that i don't want everyone 2 know about